The Dysfunctional Pilgrim

Lets' destress......and melt, esp the girls haha.. Guy Sebastian's Perfection was written for his wife for their wedding methinks....so sweet...aww.. *Perfection* - Guy Sebastian Peter can you gather the angels all around I need everyone to get this down. . . This will not be easy coz what I'm asking for Is something we have never tried before (chorus) Let's make a girl, But not just any girl, She needs to be Perfect, Perfect. . . Add some Beautiful . . . Throw in some Divine She needs to define *Perfection* Don't forget the sugar..... Make it so she's sweet From her head to her feet . . . *Perfection* Go and get Picasso, he can paint her eyes Michelangelo can paint her smile . . . And when we're finally finished I want nothing less Than for all of us to stand here. . . Breathless (chorus) Let's make a girl, But not just any girl, She needs to be Perfect, Perfect. . . Add some Beautiful . . . Throw in some Divine She needs to define *Perfection* Don'...

Right now, if I picture my self, it's like my army is preparing for war. I can smell the hot acrid smell of metal as arrowheads are forged, the smoke that rises from the blacksmith fires, horses in the stable, dusty parchments as maps are taken out and strategies debated. And there's the clanking of swords and armor, the rattle of spears, the neighing of restless horses, commands and orders shouted across the fort, men's quiet discussions about the coming battle..... War. We're off to war. And there's no turning back. The ultimate question that resounds in my mind now is: have I done enough?? 21 more days and counting.......

i don't.............understand why are you hurt? what have i done? what have i said? please tell me i know you're hurt and i know i'm at fault but how? how? i don't know how i did it..... confused, upset cut to the core... why has my sunny world turned gray? i'm heartbroken trying my best to be God's best to love, to hope, to keep the smile on my face but pain....oh the pain.. tell me why do i cry these tears for you? what have i done? for i, i don't know.. never felt this sore... will i be scarred for life? one thing i'm sure of i'll never heal until i know..

I got a bit emo during trials..........i drew these..........Don't ask me why..... they're aren't that good, but i must say i'm rather impressed......i usually suck at drawing.. Don't ask me why i drew that I lost my mind i think....... I like this one though.....modified it with picasa this is in black and white!! The not so Golden Snitch....haha The cuter version................i think. Anyway, trials wasn't such a fiasco after all, praise God!! I think i did really bad in sejarah and physics again....but hopefully my chemistry and biology would be able to improve..... I also was the source of curiosity and amusement for the teachers when i sat for BK.... I think they really didn't know wat to make of me...haha. But the BK paper had one incomplete question!! Hiyoh.... and naturally none of the teachers in my school knows what to do or what the other part of the question is........hmph. I don't really now wat to do...Can those marks be a bonus??=p Anywa...

If you're wondering why i sound so crazy in my latest post, it's cause i think i am getting a bit too solemn...ha, just look at my previous post.......sounds so mature.....which i am not! not yet anyway... needed to lightened the place up.

Ha, so the first week of trial is over! ~yay~ Right now, both armies are having a breather......not sure how they call that in battle language, reprieve? i guess so... Anyway, the little grey cells in my brain are recuperating now.....I'm glad to say that i managed to do better, i think. At least in my Math and BM, i hope. Sejarah was a major flop, AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I'm facing this when i go for Sejarah exam..... Why can't i beat this stupid subject!!???? Boo hoo.... Can't say much about english..........I think it went ok. But I don't like my essays.......so cheesy and melodramatic. Now I have Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Add Maths and Bible Knowledge to worry about. And Moral!! Trials are SUCH a trial......................... Trial trial trial Drives me wild wild wild Dunno wat to do do do Wish it will end soon soon soon... Please pray for my Bible Knowledge especially, Cause this would be the first time I sat for a Bk exam. I never had one ever!!!! so i...

Tomorrow, I retire as Treasurer of SMK Bukit Mewah's Prefectorial Board 08/09. Wow. Anyway, I penned these thoughts down when I got sick of studying sejarah , and I might as well post them now.... I'm retiring. A full year of service as treasurer is (finally) coming to an end. And here I am, at the precipice of the end. In a few hours time, I give up my post to the future generation. I never expected myself to be part of the prefect committee. I believe that many others didn't as well. I admit that I wished for it, but it never crossed my mind that it would actually happen, least of all me being treasurer. Handling money is the worst thing one could ever put me in charge of. God has been good. Despite my numerous mistakes and miscalculations, my disorganized personality, my lazy procrastinating attitude, He has led me, pulled me through the whole time, and now I can pass on the account with peace knowing that it is intact. It is only by His grace and mercy and unconditi...