Wednesday, December 9, 2009


Butterflies in my stomach for various reasons...
Life's like that, isn't it?
A riddle, a maze

The things I've gone through
still seem alien, a stranger
like a foreigner i wade through
experiences in life, that i've gone thru
so many times before.

I'm scared, but i don't show it
Confused, but still clear
there's things in life that are still certain
still true, still real.

I'm in a whole new territory
terrified? you betcha
but i still smile
even with the butterflies in my stomach...

I'm nervous about dNA. And about life from now on. Haiz.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Erm........shud i scream???

So SPM's over.

Checking all my other friend's blogs, it's mostly lots of screamings and shouts of joy. And I too am happy too. But I dunno. I just don't really feel like screaming. After yelling a bit and high-fiving Clement, it was like, ok. Nothing left to do.

I'm really, really glad it's done with though. And I'm soooo thankful for God's grace throughout the long long exam...everything came out quite...ok. Surprisingly.

Now I have to speed-read 2 books for dNA!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh......haiz.
But I really will enjoy myself this time..can't wait.

So yeah you won't be seeing me for 10 days...sigh. But I'll be back.


Sunday, December 6, 2009

BK saved!

BK is officially SAVED!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Ok la sorry but it is really good news to all christian students out there. With the maximum number of spm subjects extended to 12, science stream students can take accounts, BK n Chinese too if they want to.

So I really REALLY encourage all christian students to take this subjects. Is it easy? Well, no subject is easy. But Bible Knowledge (in case you dunno wat BK is) is easier than most as it is basically reading and rereading the two books Acts and Luke. And answering questions.

I'd love it Bukit Mewah Christian students. especially those in f3 n f4 take up BK as an SPM subject. This is the one chance we have to stand up and say "Yes I am serious as a christian, that's why i take BK". This is one of the many ways we can make a statement throughout the country that there are students out there who believe in Jesus Christ our Saviour.

I think that's why i took BK i think, eventhough i was the only one in my school this year. I could really see the candidates surrounding me (taking Islam) noticing me. Even the examiners were taking an interest in it. It was as if I really was a witness to them abt Christ. I would hv felt better if I didn't do soooo badly. T.T I mixed up a lot of things. But I hope i did ok. I think i will. I pray I will.

So OI! All you CF ppl ah, Please consider BK. I'm willing to give you my textbooks too if you don't hv money to buy them. And i'm willing to help you whenever you need it. BK really opened my eyes to God's Word, and as I was forced to read and read and read it again and again, I can remember stories of God's grace and goodness, and in a way it encourages me throughout my life. I can assure you that BK is a subject that will prepare you for LIFE. So please, please take the subject and be a witness to the country.