to not know...

i don't.............understand
why are you hurt?
what have i done?
what have i said?

please tell me
i know you're hurt
and i know i'm at fault
but how? how?
i don't know how i did it.....

confused, upset
cut to the core...
why has my sunny world turned gray?
i'm heartbroken

trying my best
to be God's best
to love, to hope,
to keep the smile on my face
but pain....oh the pain..

tell me
why do i cry these tears
for you?
what have i done?
for i, i don't know..

never felt this sore...
will i be scarred for life?
one thing i'm sure of
i'll never heal until i know..

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