The Dysfunctional Pilgrim

Don’t leave me don’t go, I say Even so, I push you away shove you out…hard. No; out you go, never again, out and don’t ever come back…ever. But wait, stop, I clutch you come back, come back…just awhile more. Then you can leave, I’ll let you No I’ll make you…right Now . Please? I beg. Please? Let’s have him, oh please once…again. Let us let him linger a little longer I want you oh the ache it hurts …so bad. No. Never. Yes…please? You can’t. No . Get out, leave me alone, just leave now go away…I hate you. Look at what you’ve done this is your fault, look what you’ve done what you’re doing…to me! and yet come please stay…a little longer. One last time, stay and wait Forever and forever…with me. No no no you don’t ! Can’t! You destroy me it’s killing me… Leave! “How can I?” you finally laugh a reply “You made me, I am forever…in your mind.” note: Just an idea i'm playing around with. I am not schizo. Psycho..maybe. Corny title...unfortunate

Art thou afeared? Be not afeard; the isle is full of noises, Sounds and sweet airs, that give delight and hurt not. Sometimes a thousand twangling instruments Will hum about mine ears, and sometime voices That, if I then had waked after long sleep, Will make me sleep again: and then, in dreaming, The clouds methought would open and show riches Ready to drop upon me that, when I waked, I cried to dream again. ~Caliban, The Tempest, Shakespeare "It's such a sad thought!" - Lionel Logue, The King's Speech Yes, I've finally watched it. Amazing. =)

I had mentioned something about a rat dissection before. Someone did record the whole thing actually, and I do have the video. Unfortunately, my bio teacher made us promise that we would not put it up online until we have finished our STPM, which would be in let me see…171 days time!!??? So you have to bear my description instead. My confession will be concise. Rat dissection – our initiation to the world of medicine, I suppose. It’s very easy really – we are to dissect a rat (two students to a rat), and just have a good look at the insides. Oh yes, and draw certain organs and systems. But here is the irony – we did not look at our rats to draw. We simply traced out a standard picture taken from the internet. Our rats died in vain….heh. For some strange reason, bio classes are overpopulated with girls. This in turn causes a problem – too many girls who refuse to touch a rat. Girls who were squeamish fought to have a boy as a partner (oh you lucky males), or a girl who was not so freake