The Dysfunctional Pilgrim

It was the first day of school. A simple, plain-looking bespectacled girl peered into a classroom full of noisy students. Widening her eyes, she quickly whipped out of sight and leaned against the wall, wincing in trepidation, as if the sight of her peers were not quite to her liking. After a few moments, she nervously entered her new classroom and sat in a far corner, fiddling around with the straps on her bag to avoid looking at the other students in class. She was annoyed at the strangeness of everything, of having to be alone yet again, with no one to talk to. She was also apprehensive about having to make new friends all over again, just after one short year. Not to mention, having to somehow make friends with these people who probably had twice the amount of her IQ. A few moments later, a hyperactive, bouncy (really, there’s no other word for it) boy in prefect uniform, er, bounced in. With a shock of thick black hair, and cheerful bright eyes, he had the look of someone who cou...

I am an absolute nerd you see, highly disciplined and never lazy. Will never forget to study a chapter a day, Heaven forbid I skip, I'll always find a way. Ever and anon you'll hear my war cry, "I am a nerd! A full-fledged nerd am I!" I am a nerd 'till the day I die, will get my As, my exam colours fly. Self motivation, indeed. =.=

Don’t leave me don’t go, I say Even so, I push you away shove you out…hard. No; out you go, never again, out and don’t ever come back…ever. But wait, stop, I clutch you come back, come back…just awhile more. Then you can leave, I’ll let you No I’ll make you…right Now . Please? I beg. Please? Let’s have him, oh please once…again. Let us let him linger a little longer I want you oh the ache it hurts …so bad. No. Never. Yes…please? You can’t. No . Get out, leave me alone, just leave now go away…I hate you. Look at what you’ve done this is your fault, look what you’ve done what you’re doing…to me! and yet come please stay…a little longer. One last time, stay and wait Forever and forever…with me. No no no you don’t ! Can’t! You destroy me it’s killing me… Leave! “How can I?” you finally laugh a reply “You made me, I am forever…in your mind.” note: Just an idea i'm playing around with. I am not schizo. Psycho..maybe. Corny title...unfortunate

Art thou afeared? Be not afeard; the isle is full of noises, Sounds and sweet airs, that give delight and hurt not. Sometimes a thousand twangling instruments Will hum about mine ears, and sometime voices That, if I then had waked after long sleep, Will make me sleep again: and then, in dreaming, The clouds methought would open and show riches Ready to drop upon me that, when I waked, I cried to dream again. ~Caliban, The Tempest, Shakespeare "It's such a sad thought!" - Lionel Logue, The King's Speech Yes, I've finally watched it. Amazing. =)

I had mentioned something about a rat dissection before. Someone did record the whole thing actually, and I do have the video. Unfortunately, my bio teacher made us promise that we would not put it up online until we have finished our STPM, which would be in let me see…171 days time!!??? So you have to bear my description instead. My confession will be concise. Rat dissection – our initiation to the world of medicine, I suppose. It’s very easy really – we are to dissect a rat (two students to a rat), and just have a good look at the insides. Oh yes, and draw certain organs and systems. But here is the irony – we did not look at our rats to draw. We simply traced out a standard picture taken from the internet. Our rats died in vain….heh. For some strange reason, bio classes are overpopulated with girls. This in turn causes a problem – too many girls who refuse to touch a rat. Girls who were squeamish fought to have a boy as a partner (oh you lucky males), or a girl who was not so freake...

Sorry. I had to put this up! AI results show yesterday. Contestants met some famous director (so famous i dunno his name=.=) Talked to them about the importance of music in movies. This is paraphrased as i can't remember all he said. I hope i got his crazy lyrics right though. Director: Music makes movies iconic. Some movies are remembered because of the music. Like Chariots of Fire. In fact, it would have been a greater hit if they used the words i wrote for the song... Then he started la. (i dare you to sing it out loud...just follow the soundtrack-u all should know the CoF soundtrack right? who doesn't???) We're running on the seashore We're running on the sand We're running in circles There's sand in our toes Chorus: And there goes the Jewish guy in front and there goes the Christian guy behind I wonder who's gonna win this time It's gonna be close I haven't laughed so hard for so long. I suppose some might find it offensive...and i don't mea...

A new movie is out - Limitless. Something abt this down-and-out dude who looks like a wreck who then decides to take this PILL and *poof!* Super smart, super efficient, super good looking fella replaces the loser. Yeah, you get the picture. I haven't seen it yet, but it is an interesting story. Not a new one, but intriguing all the same. Who doesn't want a pill to boost our miserable mundane lives once in a while eh? Who doesn't a pill that solves (or so it'd seem) all problems? This isn't a new desire or craze. It's been here for awhile. I read an article on students who took drugs - not to have a party "high" - but to study. Yep. Drugs provide you a boost and helps you stay energized all night...so you can study all night through and actually feel pretty good the next day. What would i do if i somehow came across this Pill? Everyone knows the Dark Side to it. Still....so tempting. Of course i am NOT promoting drugs. Don't do drugs! But it's a...