The Dysfunctional Pilgrim

I got a bit emo during trials..........i drew these..........Don't ask me why..... they're aren't that good, but i must say i'm rather impressed......i usually suck at drawing.. Don't ask me why i drew that I lost my mind i think....... I like this one though.....modified it with picasa this is in black and white!! The not so Golden Snitch....haha The cuter version................i think. Anyway, trials wasn't such a fiasco after all, praise God!! I think i did really bad in sejarah and physics again....but hopefully my chemistry and biology would be able to improve..... I also was the source of curiosity and amusement for the teachers when i sat for BK.... I think they really didn't know wat to make of me...haha. But the BK paper had one incomplete question!! Hiyoh.... and naturally none of the teachers in my school knows what to do or what the other part of the question is........hmph. I don't really now wat to do...Can those marks be a bonus??=p Anywa...

If you're wondering why i sound so crazy in my latest post, it's cause i think i am getting a bit too solemn...ha, just look at my previous post.......sounds so mature.....which i am not! not yet anyway... needed to lightened the place up.

Ha, so the first week of trial is over! ~yay~ Right now, both armies are having a breather......not sure how they call that in battle language, reprieve? i guess so... Anyway, the little grey cells in my brain are recuperating now.....I'm glad to say that i managed to do better, i think. At least in my Math and BM, i hope. Sejarah was a major flop, AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I'm facing this when i go for Sejarah exam..... Why can't i beat this stupid subject!!???? Boo hoo.... Can't say much about english..........I think it went ok. But I don't like my essays.......so cheesy and melodramatic. Now I have Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Add Maths and Bible Knowledge to worry about. And Moral!! Trials are SUCH a trial......................... Trial trial trial Drives me wild wild wild Dunno wat to do do do Wish it will end soon soon soon... Please pray for my Bible Knowledge especially, Cause this would be the first time I sat for a Bk exam. I never had one ever!!!! so i...

Tomorrow, I retire as Treasurer of SMK Bukit Mewah's Prefectorial Board 08/09. Wow. Anyway, I penned these thoughts down when I got sick of studying sejarah , and I might as well post them now.... I'm retiring. A full year of service as treasurer is (finally) coming to an end. And here I am, at the precipice of the end. In a few hours time, I give up my post to the future generation. I never expected myself to be part of the prefect committee. I believe that many others didn't as well. I admit that I wished for it, but it never crossed my mind that it would actually happen, least of all me being treasurer. Handling money is the worst thing one could ever put me in charge of. God has been good. Despite my numerous mistakes and miscalculations, my disorganized personality, my lazy procrastinating attitude, He has led me, pulled me through the whole time, and now I can pass on the account with peace knowing that it is intact. It is only by His grace and mercy and unconditi...

'Are you in plkn?' 'Are you?' That's the question that has been hounding me for some time now. Everybody wants to know. My juniors, my friends, my tuition mates, my family members, etc etc. And in contrast to my calm and casual reply 'yes', they exclaim in shock, 'WHAT!!' 'Aduh!!' Erm, hello? I'm the one going, not you. I was quite calm when I checked and found that I was in. Ever since Arnan 'escaped' PLKN, I was sure that I would get it. Did I want to go? No. But I resigned myself to such a fate a year ago. So this comes as no surprise to me. And I'm not afraid. At least, I think I'm not. As far as I'm concerned, if you can survive three bukit mewah prefect camps, you can survive anything. Especially if you survived last year's camp and managed to survive organizing this year's camp, as I have done. But lately, I'm beginning to feel somewhat disturbed over my destiny. I've heard snatches of conversati...

I was dreaming this morning..............a weird dream of V (from V for Vendetta, watched it last night) saying something in the most verbose manner, and I was shouting NO NO NO....only was it me? My mouth was open yet it didn't sound like me....... And then I woke up to hear my mom. Apparently she's the one yelling. I pulled the covers over my head, snuggled a little deeper into my pillow, and slept. My mom yells and screams all the time that we all kinda take it for granted. She yells went I fall asleep on the floor, when she drops a pot, when she sees a spot of dirt, when she sees a lizard, when she sees a cockroach, et cetera. And when I way yell, i mean screaming like she saw a dead body. Or a fire. You can't really blame her. As far as I'm concerned, most of the girls who grew up during that time were brought up to be scared of dirt and animals. Sorry mom, but that's how I see it.......(I'm going to die if she sees this) But enough about my mom's screa...

Seven something in the morning, i rush into the prefect room to be greeted by these words.. Did you know that Michael Jackson died this morning?? Wow. And it was true. I still can't believe it. I'm not an MJ fan. I mean, I'm not a die-hard fan, but it still comes as a shock to me. MJ was a legend in the world of music. You can't compare him to anyone. Michael Jackson is, Michael Jackson. There really is no other way to describe him. I like his songs, esp heal the world , man in the mirror, billie jean, black or white and recently remember the time thanks to Kris Allen. I wasn't crazy over him, but I definitely admire his talent in music. He really shaped the world of pop, of dance, techno and even fashion. MJ was one of the first names of singers i heard when i was a kid. And his name continued to be mentioned, even until now. So you can say that I kinda grew up with him and his name as common as the rice in my house. So i really can't believe he's gone. H...