The Dysfunctional Pilgrim

Seven something in the morning, i rush into the prefect room to be greeted by these words.. Did you know that Michael Jackson died this morning?? Wow. And it was true. I still can't believe it. I'm not an MJ fan. I mean, I'm not a die-hard fan, but it still comes as a shock to me. MJ was a legend in the world of music. You can't compare him to anyone. Michael Jackson is, Michael Jackson. There really is no other way to describe him. I like his songs, esp heal the world , man in the mirror, billie jean, black or white and recently remember the time thanks to Kris Allen. I wasn't crazy over him, but I definitely admire his talent in music. He really shaped the world of pop, of dance, techno and even fashion. MJ was one of the first names of singers i heard when i was a kid. And his name continued to be mentioned, even until now. So you can say that I kinda grew up with him and his name as common as the rice in my house. So i really can't believe he's gone. H...

Piano exam is....ta-da, TOMORROWWWW!!!!!!!!!! Argh... I don't know whether I can pass, but I need to pass... So, it's practice. practice, practice.....=_=' Yes, I'm babbling, but I think anyone would be right now too... I can't think, I'm not writing well, and I'm boring you....so I'll stop. Will write when I can think of something coherent.

Hey M'sians!! You can now vote for Kris Allen!!!! Or Adam Lambert, though I hope you don't =p Anyway, Hitz.fm is having this idol showdown, where we can vote for the best version of No Boundaries-either Kris', or Adam's.... The winning song will be played on the radio, whereas the losing song will be locked away, never to be played again.. Personally, I don't think that's fair, cos Adam's version and Kris' version are so different. Kris' is more of an inspiring tone, while Adam's is very rebel-like, punkish you might say. I think the Kris' version is better for this song with such kind of lyrics. I find the lyrics very cheesy, by the way...I mean, mountains and hurricanes?! c'mon! They deserve a better song than that! Anyway, I just want to say, VOTE FOR KRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the only time we can vote for Kris ( or Adam), so we should exercise our right!! Plus, it's free. Just go to the website (hitz.fm) and you'll se...

I'm sorry. I just had to do this...... KRIS ALLEN WON AMERICAN IDOL 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm tired. I'm so, so tired of fighting....my exams. Now i know what a war is like...nothing but an endless mass of gore and violence and pain and sorrow. Everyday you pull on your armour, and rush to the front lines to fight and defend, till every part of your body aches and you wish you can just lay down and die. I hate the long exams, they drag on forever and i don't even feel happy when they are over...i just feel like sleeping and never waking up. It doesn't help when the exams were a fiasco too. An ultimately I just wonder what's the point of it all. I know i did very badly this time around, and I got no one to blame but myself. I'm the type who needs a lot of time to grasp certain knowledge, and I didn't make that time. I was so busy. But I can't use that as an excuse cause Ara and Shaki and Clement ( the mighty mindz ) were busy too...and I know they did well no matter what they say. Argh ! And now I need to study real hard for my bible knowledg...

yes, I'm suppose to talk about gala. Unfortunately, I have a terrible, formidable enemy which is the midyear exams...sigh. So I would be involved in a war for about three weeks....and it's a slim chance I would win this one... Which means I won't be around to write about how gala rocked until it's over so i'm here to say sorry for the delay. Now is you'd excuse me, I need to prepare my troops and weaponry. May your swords stay sharp!

I still had post-gala euphoria (which totally ROCKED, tell u more nxt time), when I found it . It was math period, and I was, in a way, the teacher's assistant in handing up the math exercise papers...that was all we did nowadays, cause she finished the entire syllabus last year. So I was rushing to give back all the papers she had marked and hand up the papers to her so that I can go back and do my OWN work which had been neglected for goodness knows how long. I opened the drawer, reached in to check if I had forgotten any papers and it just slipped into my hand. A perfect fit. Manila cards, neatly cut to fit the palm of my hand, in colours of yellow and pink. Debate cards. Debate. KGV. Rats. I let out a humongous sigh, the pain of it all came rushing back. I guess I haven't gotten over it. I thought I had. But the twisting pain was still there, breaking my heart. The recovery is taking longer than I thought. Why? I mean, we lost last year too, but I didn't feel this bad. ...